I should be trying to sleep since the baby just went down for a nap, but I'm afraid it will be like night time-I can't turn my brain off in order to sleep. I feel like I'm going nuts. I can't believe he hasn't called to check on his son. Fine, he's mad. Fine, he may hate me, though I still feel like I had every right to ask noisy people to leave my house at 12:00 midnight, even if they are his children (not little kids, mind you.) I don't get to sleep more than three hours at a time, at best, and yes, he works a lot, but at least he gets two or three nihgts a week at his place...there goes the baby.